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Name: Denbigh
Birthday: 2/16/1986
Interests: Being a Kick ass person
Paragliding
Drinking hot Tea...not the iced crap in America
Being the Token South African
Hot topic
Dropkick Murphy's!
BOO!
Other, completly interesting music! Like Tweak, The Pogues, Flogging Molly, and Tracy Chapman
Watching Empire Records 50 times a week. Damn the Man!
AND more! Amazingly enough! I'm such a dynamic person I can't fit it all on here. So there! :-P
Expertise: Answering stupid people's questions about how I can be White AND African
Remembering what's going on in all the programs -Ask me anything about The OC, One Tree Hill and more-
Remembering Useless Information About People
Quoting Empire Records
NOT Sleeping!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/28/2005
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| I'm sad today. I hope it doesn't last long.
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| I'm feeling a bit better now.
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| The decision was made and following through with it was way easier than previously anticipated. There is one less thing to worry about. Now If I could just get rid of all the other things worrying my pretty little head.
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| So right now it's finals week and I have my German final due tomorrow as well as an entire semesters homework due. (I know I know, I thought it was optional because well I don't understand German so when my teacher said that he wasn't going to check the homework everyday and then added some German in there, I thought that meant he wasn't going to check it ever. So when on Wednesday I found that it was all to be handed in the following Wednesday I was a little shocked). Then the next day I have somehow managed to be lucky enough to get the most fantastic exam schedule ever. I get to write Physical Geog (which I have to get an A for because I did so poorly on the past exams), Humanities and Philosophy one after the other with no breaks in between. I also have a paper due that day just to add insult to injury. I haven't started any of this.
Why am I wasting precious time on xanga you ask? Well I'll tell you. It's because I can not for the life of me make myself think about anything except love and it's complications. I have been faced with a massive decision and it's proving to be more than a little difficult. What ever I choose I know that someone will get hurt and it will be all my fault and that is going to suck. There is no right decision here, I just have to look for the less shit one. The thing is I don't know which one that is. Heartbreak is unavoidable and honestly I think my heart is breaking just a little already. Isn't it strange in life how love and money are always the two primary things on our minds and whenever something big happens with either of those everything else, no matter how important, falls to the wayside.
I just want to go to sleep.
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| Coachella was amazing and I simply have to go again. Amanda rocks. Although the bands and music and atmosphere were all brilliant, I think the best part of the weekend was realizing what great friends I have. It's nice to know who your true friends are and I think that I am really starting to work it out. There are those that are there for you now and then there are those that will be there for you forever no matter what and I think this weekend showed me a bit of which people fit where. I really only need a handful of really spectacular friends and I think I have got that. I love you guys.
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